I don't know what's wrong with me for the past few days.......I don't have the mood to work at all. Everything seems like forced. Forcing myself to work everyday. There is a huge responsibility on my shoulders now......so I can't back out of it.....whether I like it or not, I have to get it done or else I'll be in deep trouble. I know this....I'm aware of it but still the mood is just lousy. I find myself dreaming away at work.....can't seem to concentrate fully on the work at hand. Literally hypnotizing myself every hour.......telling myself over and over again that I have to get the work done.....and yet I'm moving like a tortoise. I just don't get it. What in the world is wrong.
It's also not just the mood......the body is not functioning as well.......so slow.....like a sloth. Urrrghhhh......I need some excitement in my life right now. Need some spark! Surprises or something fantastic exploding in my life. Unfortunately the only thing that's keeping me going now is deadlines and seeing the clicks on the ads....hahahahhahahaha. Yup....I'm obsessed with that at the moment. I get excited when somebody clicks on my ads. I'm not getting a lot though.......but getting just one a week is enough to get me high hahahhaha.....what nonsense! But seriously......that's what gets me going these days. Keeps me pump on working.....keeps me motivated. Silly huh? :P
Yes.....I need some spark in my life right now......can anybody help??? huhuhuhu........
2 comments:
I can click on ads if that will help. :)
Thank you Sandi...that would help a lot! I really appreciate it! :)
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