If only I knew what I know now 10 or 15 years ago......gosh.....what a difference that would make in my life right now. Don't we all wish for the same thing? I kept thinking why things are the way they are in my life right now and how I wish it would be different. It's kinda late to change some of the things that happened......some can be reversed and some are irreversible.
I do feel lost sometimes......not knowing what to do. Don't we all? How to make things better for me? I don't have all the answers. So it's good to be around those who do. It helps.
I had a good chat with a good friend of mine yesterday. An eye opener. Very interesting. A good surprise. I can't seem to stop thinking about it right now. It's always a joy to see someone who is passionate about what he is doing. It's inspiring :).
This trip has been pretty inspiring indeed. A lot of good vibes. But now I'm feeling home sick....or shall I say "studio sick" because I can't wait to start working in my studio heheee. Seriously....I'm so bored already of crocheting those small flowers and leaves everyday at the hospital. I want to do something else for a change. Just one more day Lin.....one more day.....hang in there. :P
I'm not going to lie to myself. Deep inside already I know what I want. Even though it seems like it's impossible to obtain or achieve. I don't want to stop believing in my dreams. I want it to come true. No matter how hopeless it seems sometimes. I'll keep on believing......
2 comments:
i wish i can turn back time too Lin.
whatever it is, i wish all the best for your future undertakings.
If you were to go back in time 10 or 15 years ago and make different decisions than the ones you made then, you WOULD NOT be where you are today.
You may think that today is not that great. So be it. But in order to get to the next step in your life you HAVE to take this step and be in this situation that you are in now. Today, what you are and what you are doing, is the stepping stone that will take you to your next stepping stone. The next stepping stone could the one that your dreams are made of.
You still want to go back in time? We never know which turn in our life will take us to our dreams so we have to keep doing things and making decisions (right ones and wrong ones) because these will take us to our dreams. But we have to be PATIENT!!!!!
Wanting to go back in time and change things is foolish. Also, this goes against what God has planned for you.
Take care my friend,
Barb
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