Thinking too much

My own personal view: I hate to admit it.....but I have to say that what he is saying is kinda true. :P I have realised this a long time ago  about myself and have been working on trying to not over think things too much. Because I know for a fact that not only guys can't stand it when girls do that......but I can't stand it either. It's exhausting and annoying.

Scooter fever

Since I can't afford to get myself a Mini Cooper anytime soon or anytime this year......I am seriously thinking about getting myself a scooter. I don't know what came over me the past few days but I'm just so fixated about getting one this year. 

I would need to go and get a license first to ride a bike. Sigh. Lots to do if I really want to do this. >.<

I would love to get a scooter that looks just like the photo above. I wonder if I can get something like that here in Alor Setar. I want a new one.......not a second hand scooter. That scooter looks so retro.....so cute....I can just imagine myself riding it in town. It would be so cool! haha! If I can't get something like that.....perhaps I can get something else....another type or brand of scooter ......but I still haven't the slightest clue of what's good in the market these days.......any suggestions?? :)

Weather report

The weather lately over here in Alor Setar has been pretty extreme. Extremely hot during the day and raining extremely heavy during the evenings till late in the night. Even as I am writing right now the rain is getting heavier and heavier.....and I have to write as fast as I can because I am afraid of the thunder and lightnings. Afraid that it might effect the internet connection. If it continues to rain heavily like this everyday I might have to blog during the day instead.

I'm just worried whenever it rains so heavily like this....worried if it floods. Hopefully we will be safe from that this year and in future. Really don't want to go through it again. Phobia. The heat gets very bad especially in the afternoons. Feels like my skin is being cooked slowly if I am directly under the sun. I try to avoid going out at that time but sometimes it's unavoidable. Gotta make sure I put on enough sunblock for protection. But to be honest, I never use any. :P I only put on lots of aloe vera gel on my face and hands.....wonder if that would be sufficient. >.<

Bla bla bla

Again.......hihihihi.....trying to think of what to write.....ok here goes......

Long ago....in a galaxy.....far far away..........there lived a bla bla bla.....bla bla bla....bla blabla.....
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.................................................................................................................................................bla bla bla.

The end.


*Gosh....I'm really lousy at this.  >.<

Looks vs real age

Last minute posting here for today. I've been really busy today. From morning till night time. Fully packed! Had great fun since morning. Especially great this morning because somebody thinks that I am much younger than my real age. This kinda thing been happening a lot lately. I wonder why. A lot of people think I'm still studying.....I was even asked recently at a bookshop if I was going to pay for the things I bought using the school voucher. I was like totally shocked. Must be something wrong with their eyes?? Or maybe it's my mannerism that plays a part too and not just my looks? I don't act my age?? Perhaps. ;)

2 posts per day

I suddenly realised that I have to make another post for today all because I missed the post on the 14th. So I already posted one at midnight and now I have to post another one for the actual 15th. If you are reading this and finding what I'm saying is confusing you. Please stop reading. Hahahaha! Don't try to crack your head figuring out what I'm trying to say coz only I understand what I'm trying to say sometimes. Yes....sometimes. Sometimes, even I don't get what I'm trying to say......coz I'm just too smart for myself. LOL! :D

Current situation......I'm feeling like I'm in a freezer coz the air cond is on in my room and it's a good thing coz I can't concentrate on work if it's hot here and as usual the working table is a mess. If it's not in a mess, then it's not my table. Got it? LOL! :D I just had to have the air cond on coz the weather here these days is freaking hot. I start to have hallucinations if I don't have it on. :D

It just hit me how stressful posting here each day can be especially if I have nothing much to tell other than how much paper I've shred since morning. :D Believe me.....I shred a lot of paper since morning. A LOT! Thousands and thousands of them. Got some deliveries to make tomorrow too....that's why I've been shredding a lot of paper.....it's like never ending......it just keeps coming....and I just can't stop.

My body is aching all over. Don't feel too good today. Hopefully by tomorrow I'll be ok. Got lots to do tomorrow. I have a feeling that tomorrow is going to be a very exciting day :). Perhaps, tomorrow I'll have much to write about here.....hmmmmm.......we shall see hihihiihihi.....till then! ;)

About driving

Owhhhh God.....I missed the date!!!! Now this means that I have to make 2 posts for 15th of February to make up for the post I missed on the 14th. :( Ok.....below was what I was writing about before I missed the time to post it just now huhuhuu.........

Post for 14th of February 2012

Now I get it. Things are beginning to seem so clear to me now. Now I know why my Mom was so upset with me before.

When I was staying in KL years ago, I didn't drive much. I did try to drive there. But was a bit scared of the traffic in KL. Ok.....who am I trying to kid here......I was damn scared of the traffic there! haha!                        

I did have a drivers license and I was already driving around in Alor Setar before I went to live in KL so I thought that I was good enough to drive there. But I let my fear get the best of me. So for years staying in KL, I didn't drive and my driving skills went rusty.

When I moved back to Alor Setar in 2009, at first I didn't drive either and that really upset my Mom a lot because that means wherever I needed to go, she had to take me there. So annoying right? I didn't have the guts to drive again. It's been so long that I stopped driving that I felt so scared to drive again.

But when she got really sick, that's when I was forced to drive again. It was so damn scary at first. I had to pull myself together and just do it! No matter how scary it was....I knew I just had to do it. Somebody had to take her to the doctor.....somebody had to get food....somebody had to go and pay the bills and bla bla bla.... And I'm so glad now that I did it. Now I got my skills back and am no longer scared of driving. 

I can go wherever I want to, when I want to, at any time of the day. No more issues. 

So you see.....you see how important it is to know how to drive? How important it is to be mobile? To be independent?? You can't keep depending on others to take you to the places you want to be. And honestly, staying in Alor Setar, with the public transportation being so lousy unlike in KL where I can get around places with their LRTS and buses, I need to be able to drive here or otherwise, it would be hell for me.

I'm so thankful that my Mom pushed me to learn how to drive so many years ago. Because I just can't imagine not being able to drive now. It's huge loss for those who don't. Seriously.

130212

Hahahaha....I put today's date as the title post again hahahahaha.......though it's not a pretty number, do I look like I care? hahahaha :D As long as there is a title for this post, it's fine with me ;).

Seriously so tired today but feeling so satisfied because I managed to finish my swap project today. They are all done! Yay! Now I can concentrate on other projects for this week. I can't wait to post about the swap this coming Thursday. Haven't taken photos of them yet, will do all that tomorrow. :)

I gotta say....whoever invented the automatic washing machine is a genius and I love you! hahaha! If it wasn't for the invention, I probably have to waste a lot of time washing clothes. And honestly I just don't have the energy to spend on washing clothes manually anymore. I need to conserve my energy for other important things in my life...hahaha. So thank you very much, whoever you are. :D

I haven't been doing laundry for......errrrr.......for quite a while and I noticed a lot of empty spaces in my drawers. I've been taking and taking and taking clothes from my drawers and not washing and washing and washing them. Then I realised I have to wash them today otherwise I won't have anymore pajamas to wear tonight LOL!! So I'm glad I have something to wear tonight :D.

I've been neglecting a lot of things lately. This is a reason why I can't have pets. Was thinking of getting one this year. But, now I know I really can't. I would probably won't have time for it. I know what it's like to have pets. I've been there, done that years ago. And they need your full attention. Attention I can't give them right now. So....getting a pet this year is a big no no.

Ok....that's all for today. I'm just too super happy and excited about my new project that so much so that it's all I think about lately.  I can't wait to blog about it soon! ;)

120212

No idea what to write for the title post, so I just write down today's date. Clever or not??? Of course very clever....so ooooooo clever. :D Whenever you have no idea what to write there, you just write down the date ok? Besides, it's a nice number right? hahaha!

Here I am....not able to concentrate on what to write right now.....coz my brain is so focused on the swap project I'm doing for my students. I've already finished one and I just got one more to do. I'm pretty happy about it because suddenly I just love what I did for the swap. It's something I've never done before. And suddenly, that's all I feel like doing for the rest of the year! Hah!! I don't feel like making cards anymore all of a sudden. What's wrong with me???!! I guess I just got distracted? Perhaps. Hopefully not for long. 

But seriously......I don't feel like making cards at all right now. :(

Talking Thank You card

What a lovely surprise! I received a thank you card from my dear friend CC Peyton this afternoon and judging by the thickness of the card, I thought it was a pop up card. But to my surprise, it's one of those cards with voices in it. It's so funny listening to what they said!! Have a listen to the video I took below :D. Thank you CC! I love it so much!! ;)