It's been more a month....close to two months..... since I last updated anything here. Lots of things happened since my last post. Funny, but somehow I have lost the mood to post anything here. Just don't feel like writing anything much about myself here but at the same time I hate seeing this blog neglected like this for so long. It's weird to feel this way but I don't know why I just don't feel like writing or sharing much about what I do here lately. Hopefully it's just a temporary feeling. Still, I am taking this opportunity to write again right now because I suddenly feel like it perhaps due to the fact that we are celebrating the new hijri year today :). A new spirit has arrived I guess.....new beginnings.
Well, what's great so far is that my computer is back and functioning. That's good news for me as I really need it for work mostly. My handphone is alive again too. So those two problems are finally solved. :). My tooth problem got fixed late last month too. Finally. After 3 years of suffering.....last month it got really really bad that it was all swollen till down to my neck area, sleepless nights and aching all over.......finally I had to make a decision to have it pulled out. It's sad. I remember when I first had to make that kind of decision years ago and it was traumatizing. But this second time, I don't know why it's like I could accept the fact really well and move on with life. I guess it comes with age? Don't know, perhaps.......I'm just glad I was able to get a good dentist here for the job and everything went well. It didn't hurt much at all. I thank God for that.
Work wise, alhamdulillah things are getting better for me. I feel really blessed with all that Allah has given me so far. Really thankful for lots of things. It's a lot of work though....nothing comes easy. Lots and lots of hard work. Working all by myself is a real struggle but that's how I like it. It's a choice I've made and I've learnt to deal with it. When I think back......I believe that my decision to move to Kedah in 2009 was probably the best decision I've made at the time. Although I went through a lot of shit since then, I managed to get through it all. Alhamdulillah.
I remember this time last year, it was pretty bad.....with the flood and all.....and even though they said that this year, it might hit us again, so far, all is good. I've taken the necessary steps to prepare for the flood so that if it comes, I won't be so panicked like before. I'm happy that over the past few weeks, preparations for it has been done and I feel less and less worried about it, alhamdulillah. I really pray that I won't have to go through it again this year. I just don't have the energy to deal with it. It's too much to bear.
Health wise, I do feel there has been much improvements. I'm really working hard towards getting a better health but deep inside I know that something else is hindering me from achieving my goals. I believe that only Allah can help me with that. I can do my best to help myself, but at the end of the day......Allah makes all the decisions for me. Allah penentu segalanya dalam hidup ini.....kepadaNya saja saya berserah.
I would like to wish all my Muslim readers Happy New Hijri Year 1433. May this new year brings us good health, wealth, brings us closer to Allah and makes us better Muslims, insyaAllah.... :).
Work wise, alhamdulillah things are getting better for me. I feel really blessed with all that Allah has given me so far. Really thankful for lots of things. It's a lot of work though....nothing comes easy. Lots and lots of hard work. Working all by myself is a real struggle but that's how I like it. It's a choice I've made and I've learnt to deal with it. When I think back......I believe that my decision to move to Kedah in 2009 was probably the best decision I've made at the time. Although I went through a lot of shit since then, I managed to get through it all. Alhamdulillah.
I remember this time last year, it was pretty bad.....with the flood and all.....and even though they said that this year, it might hit us again, so far, all is good. I've taken the necessary steps to prepare for the flood so that if it comes, I won't be so panicked like before. I'm happy that over the past few weeks, preparations for it has been done and I feel less and less worried about it, alhamdulillah. I really pray that I won't have to go through it again this year. I just don't have the energy to deal with it. It's too much to bear.
Health wise, I do feel there has been much improvements. I'm really working hard towards getting a better health but deep inside I know that something else is hindering me from achieving my goals. I believe that only Allah can help me with that. I can do my best to help myself, but at the end of the day......Allah makes all the decisions for me. Allah penentu segalanya dalam hidup ini.....kepadaNya saja saya berserah.
I would like to wish all my Muslim readers Happy New Hijri Year 1433. May this new year brings us good health, wealth, brings us closer to Allah and makes us better Muslims, insyaAllah.... :).
