Saturday, November 20, 2010

Inevitable


The weather right now looks like it's going to rain in the evening....just like how it was yesterday.... It was pretty hot hot hot though during the day. Alhamdulillah so far.....no signs of flood happening again in this area even though it rains here almost everyday. 

I keep looking across my studio where the old cupboard stands. It holds inside my ceramic art work that I made when I was studying in ITM long time ago. I'm pretty worried. That old cupboard is probably older than I am. It belonged to my late grandmother. So far, it has withstand 2 floods already. And I'm not sure if it's going to be able to take anymore floods if there is anymore coming in future. In fact, I can't even clean the bottom of the cupboard since the flood because it's kinda fragile looking.....especially the footing. It looks like it's going to fall apart.

The thing is........where am I going to place all those ceramic?? They got no place to go.....huhuhu.....I guess I'll just leave it as it is for a while in that old cupboard. I've no time to do all these detailed cleaning. :P especially since I have to work now. No work....no money right? It's inevitable. I gotta do what I gotta do. I haven't even cleaned my bicycle.....it's still muddy and I just don't have the mood or time to do anything about it right now. Somebody here is complaining.........but you know what? I only have 2 hands. I can't do everything. :(

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5 comments:

As Ahmad said...

first, the ceramics look really unique! :D diff shapes and sizes. they must have hold lots of great moments and memories ain't they? :D

second, regarding your last two/ three sentences, i felt the same way too. sometime i have to give lot more time to manage my life, but people.. they don't understand and thier words makes me down, makes me feel useless :( but what to do.. we only have two hands.. only two hands with one fragile heart. huhu~

stay strong!! for both you and your grandma's cupboard! :D

iYda Juhar said...

saye masih menunggu untuk di "brainwash".

Yan said...

Hi Lin,

akak like the cupboard. I have one. Beli lah.. cuma rasanya pattern bit lain. especially the handles. I love antique.

Noor Azlina Abdul Samad K. said...

As...very true...those ceramics are so dear to my heart. Especially the one that has written "Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking for" on it. I am a big fan of U2 hehe. A lot of great memories in making those ceramics... :)

Yup..I guess you are one of those who understand me well. We both are going through almost the same kind of experiences. My heart is fragile too...especially now...only God know how terrible I feel. I only hope He will help me stay strong during these tough times. You stay strong too dear!!


Iyda....hope to meet you one day dear....not to brainwash you, but to meet you in person. I'm really looking forward to it! :)


Kak Yan...takde duit la nak beli baru...sabar je la huhhuhu....

sugarmouse said...

as a kid, i had always sortakinda wished it would flood in the area where i lived one day. just because i thought it'd be so cool to be able to swim home or be picked up from school in a canoe. haha, silly or what eh?! now as i'm older i realize floods are really such a scary thing. for your sake (and your family's) i'm hoping your place doesn't flood again. also, in regards to the ceramic... ever thought about selling `em? just a suggestion (: