Can you believe it??!!! Today is already 1st of June! My God! How time flies away so fast.....we are entering month number 6! I still have not yet reached my goals ......the goals that I have set on 1st of January. Gosh....it's so scary to think that I only have a few more months before the year ends to do what I've set up to do at the beginning of the year.
Errrrrmmmm......I don't think I'll be posting anymore stories about the mangkuk tingkat from now onwards.....I think I've talked too much about it already last month hahahahaha.....so the one month's challenge is over and now we've renewed the order for June. The fact that we are continuing with the service shows that we are pretty happy with it. Otherwise we wouldn't have even consider it anymore. My Mom managed to help promote the service to all her friends and guests who came over to our kenduri doa selamat yesterday.......looks like a lot of them were interested...hehehehe. We did receive the last mangkuk tingkat delivery for the month of May yesterday but I wasn't able to take photos of it and share it here because I was so busy with the kenduri and all that I forgot completely about it. My Mom went and put the food in the fridge and later reheat them for dinner without telling me.....and so all is ruined! The last shot was ruined....huhuhuhuhu. I really wanted to take that last shot but was not able to......oh well....what to do....itu la dikatakan takde rezeki namanya. :(
I would like to think that I've been working really hard for the past 5 months.....although the results are not very prominent, I am happy that at least I'm heading somewhere with it. I've just recently found a way of improving my working system....slowly learning to organize....although I think it's hard to be organized when your mind is a mess hahahaha.....but I'm trying :). I seriously need to write down on paper what I really want to achieve every month... I'm going to achieve them if possible. I know if I don't write it down and view them everyday, then I'll forget. So seeing it will help me remember what my goals are and keep on working on it.
After talking to Auntie Som Chit yesterday about health and well being......I'm motivated again to do my workouts. It's been a while since I last did a really good workout......I've been cheating with my exercise routines everyday......not doing it 100%.....no wonder I'm still not slim yet hahahaha......still the same old chubby me. It's not easy to get back in good shape.......but if I don't push myself to do it, then no one else can......it's up to me to decide. Do or do not.....there is no try.
Yesterday during the kenduri, one of my aunts brought up the subject of marriage to me ....urrrggghhhhh......that really dropped the bomb shell! I really can't stand talking about it anymore.....especially nowadays. I just don't see "it" happening to me. But if it does.....I'll be sure to tell the whole world about it....hahahahaha LOL! Naaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh......I think the next time it happens......I'm going to keep it a secret....hehehe. Not telling anybody anymore...... :P