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Monday, January 9, 2012

Messy


If you want to know an artist's view of what my brain looks like right now. This is it. All messy and needs to be straightened out hihihihi. Not feeling that good right now. Got issues with the feet again and I'm finding it so hard to concentrate with work because of it. It's so irritating, so itchy....so painful every time I walk. :( This is what happens when I don't eat what I'm supposed to eat and I don't drink enough water. This sure is a lesson for me. Starting tomorrow, I will be consistent in taking my medication and will take more care of my eating habits. Other wise I will have to go through this pain again. I really laaaaaa.....I feel so "serik" one this time! Urrrgghhh!

I'm having a headache as well thinking about an order I made last year from my supplier that has not yet reach me. Not really sure what is the problem that's causing the delay. I really hope it will arrive to me this week or else, the mess will get even messier hahaha. Seriously, jokes aside....this is no laughing matter.....if it doesn't arrive this week, I will be in deep trouble. :(

I guess that's the most major thing that's troubling me right now. What else? Well, the tumor is still there and there's nothing I can do about it. I sometimes forget that it's even there. Really??? Yes, really. It's like a another organ in my body that simply been existing for the past few years of my life and perhaps will stay on for God knows how many more years to come. Everybody I know seems to treat it like an old member of the family and therefore there is no issue about it. All is good. >.<



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8 comments:

MtnManRon said...

Is that your source pile of paper for you quilling projects ?????

Grace to You said...

A tumor?? Did I miss something? Are you okay//

Anonymous said...

Hi, Lin.

I am sorry to hear you are not feeling well. Hang in there, things will get better.

Your order will arrive in time.

Remember this - "there is nothing that wastes the body like worry, and one who has any faith in God should be ashamed to worry about anything whatsoever", the wise Gandhi says.

Barb

Azlina Abdul said...

Hi Ron! I didn't know that you have your blog! Wow that's cool :). Yes, the pile of shredded paper you see in this photo is actually the scraps of shredded paper I've been keeping for my own quilling projects. I use it for my own projects, they are not for sale. I only sell the nice shredded ones :).

Azlina Abdul said...

Hi Sandy....yes, I do have some tumors at that's stuck to my thyroid gland. It's been there for a few years now. The doctors are not advising me to operate it as it can result in me losing my voice. It's ok, don't worry about it. I'm ok :)

Azlina Abdul said...

Hi Barb,
It's ok Barb...I'm ok. Nothing to worry about. I sometimes like to talk like that when I'm upset with myself. After writing it down, I feel much better :). Thank you for your concern. Appreciate it. :)

Syaz said...

Be strong Kak Lin coz Allah knows best..

Azlina Abdul said...

Hi Wani....thank you dear...insyaAllah ;).