Friday, July 16, 2010

Blue....

Not sure why I am feeling so emotional today.....just not as cheerful as I hope I would be even though I had taken 3 days off from work. Nothing to feel cheerful about either at the moment. Deep inside I think I know why.....but as usual I can never talk about it as freely as I want to.....not even here in my own personal blog.....coz it's just way too personal to discuss about it in here. I wish I had someone to talk to about this.....I wish I had a best friend here whom I can trust.....I just wish I had someone my age I can talk to as well. All this time, it's always with someone older.....I don't even have a close buddy here. So depressing..... hope God will send me someone I can share my thoughts with.....and He better make it quick.....
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7 comments:

Asma' Ahmad said...

kak lin :'( okay i dont want to ask what's wrong, cuz definitely something's wrong right. i hope i can be your bestfriend, but what the most i hope is for you to be okay and back on your track again =') may He answer you prayer, may He makes you smile again soon.

if only i can send my hug to you~ xoxo.

just take more time, give some space, cry if you want until you feel tired of crying, smile when watch the sky and believe that He plans something better for you. soon it will be delivered =')

Noor Azlina Abdul Samad K. said...

Hi As....thank you for being so sweet as always. I wish it was that simple...wish I can talk to you about it...but...it's just too personal to share it with you.

Crying usually helps...it always does. I usually feel much better after I let it all out. Thank you for your prayers dear...Amin Amin...I guess you are right my dear...maybe God has better plans for me...I just wish He makes it quick...coz I hate feeling this way now...not good for my health.

Asma' Ahmad said...

kak lin.. as tak sweet pun.. as ikhlas taip komen td tu tau ^__^ it's okay, i know your privacy ;) kdg2 pun as rs meluahkan tu lebih membebankan hati pulak. some secret r better remain between ourself n God only.

insyaAllah, He'll make it fast when you think about is less frequently. that what people say. apepun, jgn terabai kesihatan ye kak lin :)

Noor Azlina Abdul Samad K. said...

As...sapa cakap As tak sweet?? You are very sweet tau...never forget that ya. :) I know you are sincere...and I really really appreciate it a lot. Thank you dear...sekurang2nya kata2 As tu dah banyak mengurangkan rasa sedih hati ni...thank you for being there for me...insyaallah...Allah knows what I'm feeling and He understands...cuma K.Lin jer yang mungkin tak cukup sabar dengan dugaanNya...harap Allah akan tabahkan hati ni...berikan kekuatan dalam diri ni...insyaallah..

Willie a.k.a Reptoz said...

feeling blue? maybe because of the price hike.

Anonymous said...

Hi, Lin. Sometimes it is good to talk to a stranger instead of a close friend. The strangers are more understanding. If you cannot share even with a stranger, I have a great idea.

Whatever is bothering you - write it down in a journal or better yet a piece of paper. Let it all out - all of it no matter how painful and be honest - write it all down. You will relive the pain but ride it out like a wave. After everything is written on paper, take that paper and burn it. Guaranteed you will feel much better about it and you can put it behind you. I know it works because this is what I do.

Sending you a cyber hug.

Barb

Noor Azlina Abdul Samad K. said...

No Willie...nothing to do with the price hike! LOL!

Barb...thank you so much!!! I like your idea...will give it a go! :)